THAT SOMETHING !

A wanderer moving here and there in pursuit of ‘Something’

Something that he is mad about, something that he yearns for from core of his heart

Something that he feels he lacks, something that he knows wouldn't be easily catered to him

Something that could make his life worth living again, something that could expunge all the doleful moments,

Something which seems so effortless, yet at times nothing seems to be more unattainable than it.

Something that could Rejuvenate, something that is air of fresh breathe,

Something that seems so soothing even from distance, something that appears Lifelike,

Something that would bring pangs of amazement and contentment altogether.

Why is that something so tough to reach to? Why it takes so much time-almost like a lifetime?

 - May be its Elegance & Beauty merit this wait? If this is the case I'm ready to wait for eternity.

And that "Something" for me is somebody’s “Genuine Regard” towards me.

Really. Caring has become a rare verb in today's life.

In whatever situation you are in, at every juncture of life, you expect one person to be with you who knows about you and you would want to share such a tremendously powerful bond with him/her that nobody else has ever shared. But these days, people seem not to be caring about other person's mood/feelings. All they care about is theirs. You are at the dance party with your friends, everybody seems to be enjoying with each other while you are standing in a corner feeling awkward because you don't know how to dance, nobody knows about you, even if they do, they don't bother to care about how you must be feeling there, but then comes someone who ask you for your bad mood and is genuinely interested in making you feel better. It feels better gradually, you are not dancing, that's fine if you don't know it, at least there is someone who is like you, who bothers for you, for who you matter, for who your loneliness is more important than their enjoyment.

The one who truly cares about the other person is hard to find. One who puts you before oneself, who takes care about your every mood-swing, your every emotion is important to that person, you could share every little thought that crosses your mind with that person without fearing the judgment. In crowd of infinite interesting and cheerful people, that person who makes out you're feeling low and need to be talked to. You become center of that person's life in every way possible, but at the same time you get the required space. Someone who sets an example of concern. Someone showing you 'YOU' with their eyes, if you underestimate yourself, that person defies that you're not capable. Your choice, your favorites, your mood, your wish, your best attributes, your EVERYTHING.

In case of fear, that person comes to squeeze your hand and tell you "It will be okay, I promise". In case when you have forgotten yourself, that person shows you, reminds you every little trace of you, so that you could gain back yourself. Your every gesture examiner, your expression reader, your inspiration, your  lucky-charm, the one who understands, the one who will lever leave like others did, the who will not judge, the one who will listen, the one who will become your smile, the one who will free you, the one who will love you.

THAT SOMETHING BECOMES YOUR EVERYTHING, THAT SOMEONE BECOMES YOUR WORLD.

 Thanks for reading,      

LOVE,

Jay