New Year, 2014.
It feels it is just the week before I
wrote my 2013 post. Time is that fast. 2013 ended on a good note, 2013 as I
expected was the maintenance year for me where I had to remain balanced and
patient in lot of things. And I feel I managed pretty well, 2013 was the year
of lessons for me, a lot of them, I learnt some of them very smoothly but there
were some which made me think profoundly challenging my thinking process at its
very best. Some people came as friends and left as strangers again. Some are
still with me. Talking about 2013 is talking about 'Patience' 'Composure'
'Solace' 'Fun' 'Night-outs' 'Happiness' 'Confidence'. Having said
this, In November, there were times when I was harsh, rude to people. I lost my
control, I became completely impatient and vulnerable. The month finished
leaving a bitter taste into my head, and December was the most exciting month
of the year, I never wanted it to end, it was dearest time to me so far.
There is this one thing I discovered in this year that
changed a hell lot of my problems into solutions to my utter astonishment. I
never knew the thing called 'HONESTY' works best and simplify things in long
term. I adopted honesty and I'm glad I did.
2013, Yes! Not all the resolutions I made are successful,
but some of them are! To my surprise, my perception changed for good when it
comes to expecting things from people, patterns of my writing changed, I wrote
most this year, I am fine with the things that can't be mine, I'm completely
complacent with just what I have.
What's with 2014?
To complete some unfinished resolutions of year 2013
would be my first resolution this year. Besides, there have been changes into
my thinking towards numerous things, and I love that evolvement of my mind
which always prepares me for best and worst beforehand. My thinking at times
acts as a protective case and I'm really happy with the system I possess (I'm
not talking about my computer system here). So, this year also would be full of
new resolutions.
Resolutions for this year:
Besides these, I would return calls to people ASAP and
reply to their texts to the earliest.
Apart from resolutions, this year my prime focus would be
'Experimenting' experimenting on myself, experimenting on areas that I
otherwise ignore, experimenting on some of the old rooted principles of mine
just to make it work, if my dynamism enhances this way, I would be glad,
besides getting different understanding of people is also something I want. I
would try to listen more and step into the other person's shoes more often. I'm
addicted to the feeling of sense of fulfillment, so I would do what I like, I
would make a list of things that I want to do, and do every possible thing in
this year that excites my senses and gets me satisfaction. I would practice
forgiveness. I will let go of my sensitive behavior, so that I do not lose my
patience soon. Also I would hunger more for knowledge of every kind, and work
on my weak areas.
There is this instinctive feeling within me which tells
me 'This year will be productive' if it turns reality, it will complete me as a
person. I hope to do variety of activities this year.
And I promise to myself that I would be a better human
being.
Let's hope for the best. I'm ready to be surprised by
life again and waiting for the miracles as always. Let's have everything our
way this year, let's drive our life scooter responsibly and take it through the
paths of happiness and internal joy.
Wish you the very prolific year ahead.
Happy New Year.
LOVE,
Jay
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