One Side, but the other!

One Side of me wants to run away badly, the other one wants to stay back and watch everything passively!

One Side of me wants to solve those riddles of life, the other one is waiting for answers to get unfolded itself.

One Side of me is ready for a fresh start, the other one is just too tired to do that.

One Side of me feels defeated, the other one is too reluctant to give up.

One Side of me is craving to speak, the other one is intensely wanting silence.

One Side of me is so certain that this is temporary, the other one is just feeling unfair.

One Side of me is feeling torpid, the other one is still vividly alive.

One Side of me feels envious, the other one feels fortunate.

One Side of me feels so uneasy, the other one feels so composed.

One Side of me knows what's missing, the other one is just too nescient.

One Side of me feels being watched, the other one feels being disregarded.

One Side of me has a good deal of optimism, the other one is sumptuously rich with negativity.

One Side of me wants to wail, the other one is unable to shed tears.

One Side of me knows that love could heal, the other one just feels its unavailing.

One Side of me wants to try one more time, the other one is too jaded to give-in.

One Side of me wants to leave it to Almighty, the other one feels it is too illogical.

One Side of me is going with the flow, the other is absolutely handicapped.

One Side of me is still hopeful, the other one is heart-sick forever!

P.S - This is Life, This is Me...Sometimes I feel I So know it, but sometimes I feel I know nothing about myself and this thing called- life.