Past Is Past ! What About memories?

                                 They Say Past is Past !!

What about those Innumerable fond Memories that we shared !  What about those days Full of Games and laughter   !! What about those Million Beautiful moments that we Spent together... I Miss Them, I Miss you ! I  Wish That Could Come back !   I wish I  Could Go back !

I Miss Those Smiles, I Miss That Crying Over petty Things!

I Miss Those Times When the Things Were Not Perfect In fact Far From Perfect but They Were Sublime! Those Days Were Great! Perfectly Great!

I Miss that "Parapet" Where We Use to Sit and Enjoy Our "Little World" Where we use To Have Like oodles Of Things Bought in 2 rupees! I miss Those Hotels that we used To Construct Using Umbrellas and Actually Use to sell Things.

I Miss my Old House, I miss My Growing up There, I miss That Balcony Where we use To Enjoy Watching people On Road!

I Miss My Mom Insisting Me to complete full Glass of Milk And remembering God before Sleeping!

I Miss that impatience and wait for my dad to come back home after a business tour to know hat he has got for Me and my brother. 

I Miss those days when I was crazy for cycling and also those keys of somebody else’s cycle were keys of happiness to me! And those few times when I couldn't handle cycle well and fell down with bruises on my elbows and knees. I miss that weird combination of Parachute oil & Ponds talc that my mother use to apply on my bruises as if it would repair my bruises instantly. But strangely it use to work. 

I Miss My “Abba” who use to get me” Sev-Paav “with chatni and that lovely “Papdi”. What a treat it was!! I wish that could come back just for one day.. 

I Miss that courteous habit Of denying the “Kharchi”(Some offering in monetary form to show affection or as a Gesture by relatives) By the guests and then after they left, shamefully fighting for the same !(I still do it :P) 

I Miss those those friends I use to exchange notes with because of my “Absenteeism” 

I Miss Sleeping On The floor With My Dad in A Beautiful Aura with Dim Lights and listening to Songs Of "Rafi-Ki-Yaadein" In Our Old Tape! 

I Miss Those Hot Summer Days When After School we hastily use To Go To Get A "Baraf-Ka-Gola"(Colored Crushed ice) And that "Tough" Selection Of Which Color We Wanted! I miss Those Rainy Evenings and Our Balconies "Full of Water”. Those "Groundnuts" We used To Have! Those Mornings Receiving That Super Exciting News Saying "Schools Are Closed Due to Excessive Raining"!! And those Cold and frosty Winter Nights and the Coziness of Blankets! I miss That All!!

I Miss that preceding Diwali Celebration with Plenty of Small Crackers! I Miss That Holi We used To Immensely Enjoy with the Street Walkers with Balloons Full of Water! I miss That "Zest" And "Ravishment" We use To Celebrate All festivals with... That Glee Is Lost Somewhere!

More than any Festival, I Miss those Garba Nights the most, when we use to sit In that balcony and watch Garba  from above. I can’t believe we use to play garba for hours for getting that price money of “Whopping  5 Rupees” I mean that was like 5 lakhs for us! :P whatever it was..I remember that sharply in my memory because it was beautiful, completely beautiful ! 

         

I Miss That Terrace Full Of Gossips, Pranks, Mischief And That Sound Sleep In Summer Nights Until Sunshine Hitting Our Faces! It was Real Fun! New Terrace Is Secluded & Lonely!

I Miss That Carrom Board, that chess, that Ludo, We use to play Unendingly... 

I Miss Those Crazy Ideas We used to get Suddenly, And That Vagarious Activities That Use to incommode our neighbours!

I Miss those superb nights of watching “Shh Koi hai” with my Childhood friend at my aunt’s with that wholeheartedness .. it is So nostalgic!  

I Miss those setting of “Jhulas”(Swings)using those dupattas of Mom for that very enjoyment,  they were truly pleasant. 

I Miss Your Counting Till TEN While playing Hide & Seek I Miss That Hiding Under the beds, And uncommon Places!  

I Miss That Feeling of "Accomplishment" When We Found Our Lost Toys And Bouncing Balls Unexpectedly!

I Miss That Moment When We Finished Our "Homework" And rushed to play Again. 

I Miss That Sheer Fun and Joy While Playing "Dhabba-Dhool" In Parking! What A Game It Was! I Miss That; I miss the Ones I Played It With.

I Miss My Childhood Friend without whom My Life Would Be Colorless, My Childhood Would Be Deficient.

I Miss that long wait for Sunday for watching M.A.D & Art-attack and that discussion of new craft ideas with perfect zeal ! 

I Miss My Cousin "Bittu". I Miss her Care, I miss Her Hugs, I Miss Her Humorous Jokes, I miss That Great Deal of Laughter Shared with her, I miss Her Stay in My House, I Miss Those Delicious "Dhoklas" She Use to Cook For me. I Miss Those Pro-Longed Conversations That We used To Have!

All these Memories Make Me Nostalgic. I m dispirited. I Feel Lonely Nowadays. There Is No One Around. I am Done Being Quiet. I don’t want Peace; I want Fun. I still Dream Of being There Playing There, I See Myself Leading a Happy Life!! I Hope that all would come One Day! I Hope I Would Live Again! I Hope I Would Feel the Same I Use To!

All This Was Buried In My Heart Since Years! I feel good after Writing!

                             Thanks for Reading!!